long, long time

There is so very much I want to say. No one comes here so I can vent, document... leave my thoughts & feelings so that perhaps one day, certain people will know the truth....at least my truth. There are two sides and no one has EVER asked my perspective,  my feelings. 

I really hope too much time doesn't go by that two very important, irreplaceable relationships, well... really suffer. I'm afraid one already has and the other is in the beginnings. Will they ever be close to the same?