ah, back again. subbed today. and tomorrow. school is almost over. the year has flown by. and the summer? it, too, will go by fast. it is shorter..we go until june 4 and start again august 18. I would like to go home again for the holiday weekend...my nephew graduates and will be celebrating that as well as his confirmation. seems like I need to take my cousin out to try and meet up with a single man, too. I have had too much fun when I am home. I never get out. and as though my sister says, to do it here, it simply isn't the same. if you haven't lived far away from home, you just can't understand. it can be lonely, sad and depressing. I would love to move home...before my kids are much older so the transition is easier. they are social...would it be that bad? what about the in laws? we would probably be disowned...and I am alone a lot. either by myself or just me and the kids. at home, I could go and visit my parents, siblings, grandmas, extended family, friends. is it crazy to want to move back home? am I completely out of my mind? how realistic is it? should I really pursue it? we have talked about it but only in the what if world...

the what if world, I think I like that world.