urgent tequila

for some reason, I have just finished going back and reading old post...from the very beginning...when I did not even know what blogging is...I certainly don't write for anyone else's pleasure...most of the time...I guess I have always been the kind of girl who says it like it is.

many things have been circling in my head lately, hence the title. (no, I have not been drinking tequila.) for those that need to understand, if you don't, then not meant for you.

is the human heart large enough to put old feelings away and for unknown reasons, can resurface at the strangest of times? old friendships, boyfriends, ~ can those old feelings, whether they were good or bad, come back? I had a friend growing up who I considered my best friend. we went to elementary together, high school, and kept in touch when we went away to college. without elaboration, she really hurt me when we were 18 years old. can I still be angry and yet at the same time, want to give her a hug? what about old boyfriends? even if it ended without any real reason, it just sort of dissolved, can some old feelings come back? I know someone who says her heart flutters for an old boyfriend...she is married, happy, has kids...but is it possilbe? normal? and would it be wrong to meet with the man to just say hello after so long...to get the jitters out of the way and move on? or can a friendship be formed again, as more grown up adults~ between two people who have a history together...may I say again, the mantra of mine lately, life is short, don't waste a single day for you never know when it will be over. I say to my friend, meet the man, give him a hug....for he once meant a great deal ~ you may have even wished back then that he might have been the one. life is short ~ don't waste a day. let him know what he once meant to you.