ah another day.

kids...aren't they great? young ones are experts in the field of tattletaling...is that a word? he said, she said...don't you love kids...

my heart has gone through some flutters....excitement from hearing from old friends and a heavy dropping, too, when something you thought might be an idea isn't so much. the verdict is still out there but I am not sure. can old feelings still be there, buried under years of separation? cna they be there when you haven't thought about it in a very long time? old friends, ones you once thought were your best friends...and then bam!, something happened way back, to put a big fat wedge in your relationship. can you still be angry after all of this time? can it depend on how the other person reacts to you? can such hurt really come back and hurt again?

~ can feelings of care and concern come back, too? emotions that at one time made your heart beat like you thought it was going to come out of your chest? as though the person down the street could hear it? how can they still be there after so long? can old relationships, friendships, be put back together? in any degree? or once they are gone, are they are just gone?